
Falling in love with your opposite doesn't always turn out good, sometimes you will end up hating each other...M to be safe 5 out of 9 in the 'First Love' series...
Rated: Fiction M - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Words: 440 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-31-11 - Status: Complete - id: 2966089
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To think that I fell for you
You're a bastard with an ego that grew
At first you were sweet and a great guy
But now you're a dog who is filled with lies
You told me you cared and I fell for your words
I gave you my first kiss and I didn't care that you were a drunkard
But enough is enough; I tried to talk to you
But you ignore me and continue to say we are through
I already knew that we wouldn't last
I gave you a glimpse of my past
I just want to get over this feeling
I hoped that by talking to you I could start healing
But you tell me no and that I should forget
But it isn't as easy to offset
I let you into my heart, which isn't easy to do
But you shatter the pieces that was given to you
I won't let you destroy my whole heart
I have friends who won't depart
They have supported me through the end
It's too bad I could never be your girlfriend
I cried the first night but you probably don't care
You might just think that I am like a game at the fair
You win and gain a prize
But when it's over the fun dies
Well let me tell you a thing about me
I may be annoying but I'm not bitchy
The pain you gave me won't tear me down
I won't spend my days with a frown
I will use it to make me stronger
I will find other ways to relieve my anger
All I want from you these last couple of days
Was to let me cope with the shock of parting ways
But you deny me that bit of empathy
It's too bad that you couldn't see
I just want to say that as much as I still hold inside
You have helped me decide
Until I am ready to accept that emotion
I will stay as free as the ocean
You were my start and for now my ending
But I won't completely stay in hiding
I will find my voice to speak out
I won't have as many doubts
You showed me that I am an amazing person
And that you were my toxin
You cleared me of your own poison
You were only something I caught because of the season
So good bye dear werewolf, we were never meant to be
I am a vampire and we will say enemies
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