I want it all in this world
The world I can hold in the palm of my hands
But, I don't care because
I'm smaller than that

I've done this for attention,
This is a disorder I have
Don't you dare look away from me
Because I don't want to fade

Because when you look away
I'm convinced I won't exist to the world

But I don't care who you are
Just look at me and find me amazing
Find a universe in me that you could only dream

I'm inferior to you
In every way shape and form
It's not just you, it's just me
It's just me and inferiority

Rely on me
Love me
Hate me with bitter contempt
Or admire me with utmost respect
Just don't let go of those feelings
And don't stop letting me know
I thrive on it to live

I need to feel important to even scum itself
Because my delusions of grandeur is too self-righteous
To let me stand alone

And even in this world when only the strong survive
I'm just a fool with Lady Luck holding my hand
I've made it this far

But I'm inferior to you
I always have and I always will
You don't have to be important
To threaten me
You just have to make me feel
Like I'm not

Because the throne I sit on
The one I crafted myself
From my blood, from my world
From my every thing
I crafted it myself, all for me

Based on the views of everything
And every one
And all their opinions of me
Because
I'm inferior