|Did You Know?
Author: Darkest Fantasy PM
He tried to blame my problems on himself. He doesn't even know me. Please R&R.Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst - Words: 195 - Published: 12-01-11 - Status: Complete - id: 2975928
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When I was younger, did you know I was falling into depression?
Did you know that I didn't know what was happening or how to deal?
Did you know I'd hurt myself because of it?
Could you save me?
Did you know I was pushing everyone away?
Could you have stopped me?
That I was afraid of love?
Could you have taught me better?
Did you know that fear wouldn't prevent me from falling for someone in the deepest and truest sense?
Did you know that sometimes, it would make my life hell?
Did you know like I did, that eventually he'd have to leave this god damn town and that I'd break in the process?
Could you have prevented that, pray tell?
Did you know that my stepdad would lose his job,
That people I love would die,
That I would hurt every single person who's ever taken the risk of loving me in any way?
Did you know I'd turn into a monster?
Tell me, did you know?
You couldn't have saved me from circumstance.
You didn't even know me.
You still don't.