When I got back the boys were standing around talking.

"I can stay over" Tyler and Sam said at the same time looking back at me.

"What is with you today, you know what everyone's about to say. Are you a physic?" Steve asked grabbing Sam's arms and shaking him gently, pretending to be shocked.

Everyone laughed and Johnny walked over to me.

"I can't stay over, parents are going out and there making me babysit my little sister, like always. I do have a life" he said moaning.

"Oh so that's what you call it, interesting" I said snickering. He tried glaring at me and started smiling. Before he could burst out laughing he suddenly picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.

"Put me down Johnny!" I screamed in fits of laughter. I drummed on his back with my fists and tried squirming out of his grip.

"Nope, not until you apologise" he said striding back over to the boys. I flicked my hair out of my face and saw all the boys laughing at me.

"This isn't funny. I hate heights, of any kind" I moaned and all the boys laughed harder.

"Yes, because you're so high off the ground" Steve said sarcastically and I looked for something in reach to throw. I plopped my head down when I couldn't grab anything.

"What do you say to Johnny?" Tyler asked raising his eyebrows.

"Sorry" I mumbled as I threw my head back up so I could see everyone again.

Johnny started tickling my weak spots on my sides "Sorry, what was that?" he asked laughing. I screamed in laughter and squirmed around trying to make the unbearable tickling stop.

"Okay, okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Now put me down" I said and he stopped tickling me. He carried me over to the couch and dropped me onto it. We were both still laughing and I jumped up and hugged him

"Love ya Johnny" I said rocking side to side while hugging him.

His arms wound tight around me and he rubbed my back gently with his hand.

We pulled out of the hug and he strolled over to the door. We all followed him and he gave each of the guys a hug before walking out the door.

The boys turned around "Can you stay over Steve?" I asked shoving my hands in my back pockets. Just then his phone went off and he looked at it and put it away quickly.

"Yeah, I can stay" he said smiling.

"Pizza tonight?" I asked them eagerly. They all nodded and there was a fist pump from Steve because he doesn't get pizza that often at home.

"Awesome" I said clapping my hands together "Now, who's up for a game of Twister?"

Ever since I have been home from the hospital I have been trying to think positive. The boys have been a big help by distracting me from my wild thoughts about what happened. I watched the boys play twister while I spun the little wheel around. I was in a bit of pain, especially in my knee so I didn't play. But my mind keeps drifting back to being panicked again. So many things are running through my head and it's exhausting.

I just want my dad back, I miss him like crazy. Everything will be better when he gets back, I know it.

After dinner we lay back on the couches and watched some movies. I was so tired by the third movie that I could barely keep my eyes open. I lay on one couch and Tyler had the other one, Sam and Steve were on the floor.

"Can I fall asleep yet?" I asked yawning.

"Yeah, just make sure you wake up in the morning okay?" Tyler said looking back at me.

I closed my eyes and nodded.

"Night boys" I said as they turned the TV down. They all said goodnight and after a few minutes I was asleep.