dear boy i
never thought i'd speak to,
i don't think i can stand
any longer, the weight of these
feelings for you is
crushing my spine, too much to take, it's
ruining my posture
so i slouch because
i'll never have you, i'm too scared to even
speak to you, look at you,
marvelous, amazing, more so than any boy
i've ever met, and i'm so scared i
might be in love, but even more that
i might not be.