Author: Blueberry1004 PM
Alex Madden kept her journal when she lost it in high school. What happens when Alex discovers in her journal, Jade had a crush on him? It contained her deepest secrets. Will he give it back to her? How will they react to each other years later?Rated: Fiction M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 19,373 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 02-28-13 - Published: 02-12-12 - id: 2996625
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Next morning Alex went home. After the cluster-fuck of last night, he was feeling completely drained. Holding Jade in his arms last night gave him some relief, but he still had lots of pent-up rage ready to spill over the edge over his soon to be bitch of an ex-wife Jessica. Alex never knew Jessica could be so cold, selfish and inconsiderate. She had cheated on him, and to make matters worse, she's sleeping with Lucy's husband; her best friend's husband. How could she do this and look at herself in the mirror?
Is that why she wanted to get into modeling? Is this the reason why she barely spent any time with Alex at home? Is this why she never loved Alex? It didn't matter, if she loved him at all, she wouldn't have done this. Alex knew for sure he wasn't in love with Jessica. He was more like in love with the idea of being in love.
Has she always been so conceited? Had she always been so cold she didn't care who she was hurting in the process? Has Alex been this blind?
While he lay on the couch, he remembered he broke up with her one morning in the beginning of school. Then later, she pulled him into the library and begged him to take her back. When that didn't work she presumed he wanted to get back with her and just insisted they do so.
She truly hated being alone, helpless, and out of control over any situation. When this happens, she gets incredibly insecure, and makes everyone around her feel inferior. Without any man in her life, she would truly fall into the gutter.
How did Alex not see this before? How did he become attracted to her? When had he created feelings for Jessica? Why had he been so oblivious to her character flaws? Alex lay on the couch lost in his thoughts. He knew divorcing Jessica would not be easy at all. Every time he thought about leaving her, she'd come up with some sneaky trick up her sleeve.
He closed his eyes and strategized. Moments later, he took out his cell phone and dialed his lawyer's number. Then he stopped himself, he had an even better idea. He went upstairs to pack a suitcase and get ready to leave the mansion. Afterwards, he laid down for a nap.
The second before Jade falls asleep, she notices Alex leaving the hotel room. She finally closes her eyes and lets the darkness take her. The next morning Jade wakes up and notices she's the alone in the room. Has Rachael been out all night?
Jade was worried about her best friend, she really regrets taking things this far with Alex. I'm going to end it later today between me and Alex, then I'm gonna have a talk with Rachael and go home, Jade thought. She decided to go ahead and take a warm shower.
She felt blissful when the warm water hit her skin. She let herself get lost in the sensation, and imagined Alex standing behind her, kissing up and down her neck; caressing her body erotically. She could feel his hands brush against her nipples and slide down her stomach, cupping her mound. He took two fingers and brushed them against her clit.
He used his other hand to twist and squeeze her left nipple, and cup her whole breast.
He then plunged his fingers inside her, thrusting in and out really fast, while continuously twisting and squeezing her nipples. He used his thumb to rub hard circles on her clit. Jade moaned and leaned against the cool tiles of the shower wall. She could feel herself clench around his fingers, meaning she was about to cum.
Jade screamed when she climaxed really hard. She opened her eyes and realized she had been touching herself and took a deep breath. Jade continues to shower and wash herself; when she was done she took a towel and dried herself off. She took a robe and walked into the room. She sits on her bed and thinks to herself; staring off into space.
Suddenly, Rachael walks in and stood frozen in the doorway. She sighed, closed the door, approaches the bed sits next to Jade.
"Rachael, where the hell have you been? I've been worried about you!" I asked.
"Oh really, you've been worries about me? You sure you haven't been busy fucking Alex?!" she said, raising her voice. Jade sighed.
"I'm sorry Rachael. I should have never let Alex take it that far. But my feelings for him haven't changed and I lost myself. I…I don't know what else to say." Jade said sadly. Rachael looked away and stared off into space. Things went silent until Jade spoke again.
"Listen, how about I tell Alex I'm not going to see him again and then we can go home." Jade said with hopeful eyes. Rachael sighed deeply and closed her eyes. She opened them again and then gave a slight smile.
"That's the best idea you've ever had since we got here." Rachael said. Jade hugged Rachael and smiled at her.
"So…where have you been since last night?" Jade asked.
"I was with Sheldon. He took me back to his house and we talked…all night. By the time I arrived at the hotel a few minutes ago, I found a letter in my pocket." Rachael replied.
"What did it say?" I asked.
"He wants to go out on a date with me tonight, and of course I'm going to say yes." Rachael replied happily.
"Wow, that's really awesome. Both of you have fun tonight. So we don't have to leave A.S.A.P?" I said.
"Thanks, and no, we don't have to. I sorta want to spend a little more time with him before I leave." Rachael asked.
"OK, take your time. I'm in no rush. How's it going between you and Sheldon?" Jade said with a smile.
"It's going really great…Sheldon is a such sexy, sweet guy and tonight he's going to take me to this fancy restaurant his friend owns." Rachael said.
"Oh cool…have fun." Jade said sounding lifeless.
"You okay?" Rachael replied. Jade got up and faced Rachael.
"He knows about Jessica." Jade said. Rachael raised an eyebrow.
Jade nodded her head slowly. "How did he react?" Rachael asked.
"You should have seen him the other night…he looked so depressed. He told me she was cheating with Henry, Lisa's husband. You remember Lisa right?" Jade said.
"Yeah, I remember her. Damn…could Jessica get any lower than the scumbags of the earth?!" Rachael said.
"Possibly, you know how she is; I'm willing to bet she's not going to let Alex go that easily. Now that he knows she's a bitch, he'll definitely want to get rid of her as soon as possible." Jade said.
"Oh yes, definitely." Rachael said.
Alex was woken from his nap by a door opening and slammed closed. Jessica walks through the front door taking off her coat and puts it in the coat closet. Alex gets off the couch and approaches Jessica.
Jessica walks up to Alex hugging and kissing him seductively. "Hey baby, did you miss me?" She asked sensually. Alex gently pushed her off looking at her with disappointment.
"Can we talk in the bedroom?" Alex asked, nonchalantly. They walked away upstairs into the bedroom, she followed Alex upstairs into the bedroom. She closes the door behind her. She sits on the bed and watches Alex take out a DVD.
"Can you explain this to me?" Alex asked. He puts the DVD into the DVD player, and it showed Jessica on top of Henry naked. When Jessica saw the tape, she looked pissed off. "WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GET THIS FROM?!" Jessica yelled out angrily.
"Does it matter where the fuck I got it from?! What matters is why the fuck were you fucking Lucy's husband?!" Alex yelled out angrily.
"Like that's any of your goddamn business. I do what I want when I please!" Jessica said, pissed off.
"IT IS my business because you are my wife! Is this why you've been at work more than at home? Do you even love me at all? Is this why you wanted to get into modeling in the first place?!" Alex yelled.
"Of course I still love you? You know this!" Jessica exclaimed, with tears in her eyes.
"What kind of a woman loves a man, then cheats on him with someone else?! THAT'S NOT LOVE AT ALL! And what about Lucy, you're best friend? How could you do this to her? Are you really that much of a bitch?!" Alex exclaimed with disgust.
"It's not my fault she's a terrible fuck in the bedroom! I'm the best he's ever had and I'm her only friend, she'll get over it." She said, laughing. Alex look at her incredulously. He couldn't believe the words that came out of her mouth. He had had enough.
"I'm leaving." He simply said, walking away from her. He felt if he stayed any longer and continued to listen to her bullshit, he would lose his mind and regret his next move.
"Oh and where are you going? You have nowhere else to go! You need me." She said smiling smugly. Alex turned around and smiled triumphantly.
"Oh darling, that's where you're wrong. I have somewhere else to go. And it is you who needs me! So don't come crawling back to me if Henry dumps your ass and begs for forgiveness from Lucy. You'll be all alone because you're a selfish little bitch who thinks she's entitled to whatever her heart desires. Let me you something baby, you're entitled to shit!" he said walking away. He could hear Jessica yelling behind him.
"Don't you walk away from me, I know you need me! We'll see what happens when I have it all and you'll have nothing. You were great while it lasted. Toodle-loo, darling." She said, slamming the door in his face.
Alex got into his car and smiled. His planned worked perfectly and he was all ready to leave this dump and rid of that bitch. He had someone better to get to.
Jade his one and only true lover.