"I love you! Why do you not believe that?" I screamed at him.

"YOU LOVE ME! HA! SINCE WHEN! EVERYTIME YOU GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS, YOU ALWAYS LOOK AT HIM WITH A LOOK THAT ONLY I SHOULD GET" He screamed at me, while squeezing my arm dragging me to the living room, out of the kitchen.

"Stop it your hurting me!" I told him.

Goodness, he makes it hard to love him sometimes.

"I don't look at Ryan like I look at you. I look at him as I do Lynnette and Kathrine. I look at you like Lynnette looks at Tacos! She loves them, and I love you!" I told him, hoping he would acctually believe it.

"You little lying bitch, you look at Ryan like you want to ditch me and take him instead. You don't love me." He hissed at me. He started to shake me.

"MIKE YOU'RE HURTING ME! STOP!" I told him, as I did he continued to shake me harder.

I brought my free hand up and slapped him across the face.

He let me go, causeing me to fall backwards.

I knew I did the wrong thing. I quickly got up and ran upstairs to Kelsey's room. I quickly locked the door and looked around for a phone, trying not to wake up Kelsey.

"HALEY! GET OUT HERE!" He screamed through the door causeing Kelsey to wake up, and looking at me.

"Mommy, is Daddy okay?" She asked me in her scared voice.

"Honey, Mommy just texted Aunt Lynnette, okay... She's just pulled up to the house. Okay, Mommy is going to go out there. I want you to grab your bunny and your teddy and take this bag. ANd run down to Aunt Lynnette. Okay?" I told my daughter while handing her the little Barbie backpack. "I love you." I told her, and held her in my arms.

"I love you too Mommy." She told me in her little voice.

I hope I hear that again one day..

If I don't, Lynnette please take care of my baby.

Please dont let her father touch her. I let go of her and walked over to the door I opened it and Mike quickly grabbed me by the arms and threw me on the floor.

Kelsey ran down the stairs, I heard her yelling AUNT LYNNETTE!HELP MOMMY!

No, Lynnette, dont.

Keep my baby safe.

"HOW DARE YOU HIT ME!" Mike yelled as his fist came into contact with the left side of my face.

I screamed out in pain, as the throbbing expanded over my eye and cheeck.

"I GIVE YOU A HOUSE TO LIVE IN, A DAUGHTER TO TAKE CARE OF, MONEY TO SPEND, ME AS A HUSBAND, AND YOU HIT ME. YOU LITTLE UNGREATFUL BITCH!" He screamed out as his foot came into contact with my right side.

"MIKE! STOP!" I heard Lynnette yell.

"LYNNETTE GET OUT! TAKE KELSEY SOMEWHERE! GO!" I screamed at her.

"MOMMY!" I heard Kelsey scream as Mikes foot came back into my right side.

"YOU WORTHLESS LITTLE BITCH!" Mike yells at me. I feel his hands wrap around my neck.

"DADDY! NO! PLEASE NO!" Kelsey cried at her father.

"KELSEY GO TO YOUR ROOM!" Mike yelled at her.

"HOW DARE YOU TALK TO MY DAUGHTER THAT WAY!" I barely got out, due to the lack of oxygen.

I could see the lights diming and the voices fading.

I felt his hands be pryed off my neck, I felt the arms of my 4 year old daughter wrap around me.

The Darkness took over.

The last words I heard from my Daughter was "I love you Mommy. Dont leave me." She cried.

Lynnette's words I heard were "you ungreatful bastard, I hope you rot in hell!" Gotta love her.

Mike's words were "YOU LITTLE USELESS BITCH!" then "Oh my god, I killed my wife. I am a monster."

He is correct, He's became a monster.

Where is the love that was there once before.