An invincible life to remember, my enchanted bedroom chamber is ember every December. You will never know me so don't try to read my thoughts. You will never know the real me so just let me be. Please don't try to make it snow on my side of the world, I will only hide away from you. I feel as low as a coffin in the ground. Just let me cry and dry away my own tears. You have held my hand for all of these years and now my fears are too great for you to handle. You can save me, but I will be the one to dig myself a grave at the end of every day. Please don't say you are sorry or worry about me, I will look after myself. Just let me cry and turn myself into fairy dust, bury my dreams. Confused, my mind is an endless maze always leading to self destruction. Sometimes I can be a stranger and danger to myself, but I always find a manger to rest in at nighttime. Eventually, I will learn how to look after myself and grow up with time. This Bittersweet emotion, self liberation gives me wings and my heart sings of new beginnings.