"So, how'd you end up on the run?" Cassidee asks me as were sitting on the couch waiting for the boys to finish cooking dinner.

"Well, Jaylin is actually my adoptive sister, my real sister is a RTF. But, our mom is a complete bitch so we constantly want to get away. There's a lot more to my part of the story though." I tell her

"I see, Aaron is my biological brother. Our past is very complicated. We were in foster care before but then our mom said she was okay and the state approved for us to go back to her."

"I'm guessing that wasn't the right choice."

"Oh yeah. Our mom is a drug addict. She went to rehab and everything but when she got us back she continues doing it again. She's a meth head. It's terrible to see her go through this stuff. But, yet i do feel bad for her but in a bigger way, i don't. She's very abusive. She treats Aaron and I like shit. She tells us we're useless and worthless and how if it was up to her we wouldn't even be here. See, when she found out she was pregnant she told our dad, who was her drug buddy at the time. He said to keep it, that he always wanted to be a father. But, that was when he was high. By the way they went to their first rehab and they found out she was pregnant for sure, it was too late to get an abortion. We were born being addicted to meth and all that crap."

"Holy shit!" Jaylin yells our of nowhere coming into the living room.

"What's the matter?" I say looking at her like she's stupid.

"We burnt the French fries and Aaron is still eating them!" she says disgusted

"He always loves burnt things. At least they didn't go to waste." Cassidee says

"So when are we breaking out the weed?" Cassidee yells into the kitchen.

"You smoke even after all that with your mom?" I ask confused.

"We never go further than weed." Cassidee explains

An hour later we're sitting around in a circle passing joints around. We tell all the funny stories of our past. I tell about the time Taylor and I were playing tennis on the Wii and I hit Taylor in the head with the racket by accident. Jaylin couldn't stop laughing when that happened. Mom came out running because Taylor screamed. That was when we first moved in. They thought I purposely did it. It took us all an hour to make them believe that it was an accident.

It's weird but I feel at home with these people. I know I just met them but their like my best friends already.

We start playing truth or dare and of course one of my dares is to kiss everyone in the circle for like 10 seconds or however long you want. So I do. Ryan holds me close as I kiss him and we end up kissing for a while. Jaylin yells at us and says to continue. Cassidee is two down and she says she'll make hers better than Ryan's. Which is kind of true. That girl sure does know how to kiss. She's really gorgeous and everything but I've never thought of girls in that way.

I dare Jaylin to kiss Allie. She does and I can tell she really likes it. I think it's adorable. So then on next Aaron asks Allie if she likes Jaylin. She blushes and says yes. I smile and look over at Jaylin whose smiling so big. Jaylin never really likes anyone that much. She'll have random hook ups when we go out to parties with Alenna and Josh, but I never thought she'd really like someone like this. Mainly a girl. But, whatever floats her boat. I'll have to call Taylor and tell her.

We continue on laughing and carrying on, at one point another person staying at the motel comes to tell us to please be quiet. Probably because it's like 3 A.M.

Around 4 I get a call from Alenna.

"Hello?" I say giggly

"Alex, I'm in deep shit."

"Oh my god why?"

"My dad decided to randomly stop into my moms house and she beat the shit out of my mom so i called the cops. They came and took him away but he said if he doesn't go to jail, he's coming to get me. My mom's in the hospital because he beat her so bad. I went to visit her today and she gave me her keys and said to run. She gave me like everything. She also said that once she gets out of the hospital she's going to move somewhere else."

"Oh wow, so where are you going?"

"Wherever you guys are. I have like a shit load of money and everything because I told my people about what happened and they gave me money and stuff and wished me luck."

"Yes! We're in St. Mary's in Pennsylvania in a motel called Al's Motels. It's room number 156."

"Thank you honey! I'm already in Pennsylvania. I'll have to get out my moms GPS. I'll be there soon. I love you!"

"Your welcome. Be safe. I love you too!" I yell hanging up.

I tell everyone about Alenna. Their so excited so see her. We all start planning. Alenna just turned eighteen like a month ago. So, she could rent an appartment. Aaron is also eighteen. He's trying to get custody of Cassidee. We can all chill out here or somewhere around here. I really hope we'll be alright.

"Hey Alex." Ryan whispers coming up behind me as I'm cleaning up the kitchen.

"Hey there." I whisper back

"Has anyone ever told you how gorgeous and sexy you are?" I whispers kissing my cheek

"I don't think so, why you think it?"

"Absolutely."

I turn around in his arms and look into his eyes. I have to look up a lot because he's already really tall. He's only 15. He leans down and carefully kisses my lips. We keep kissing, his hands are around my waist, they keep rubbing up and down my back. My are around his neck but go down his chest. He tells me I have the perfect body. I tell him he's got a sexy body. He puts me on the counter and stands in between my legs. We keep kissing. It's obvious we both want more. But, I'm certainly not high enough to do it in front of all these people.

Cassidee walks in and over to us. she casually pushes Ryan away and starts kissing me. I love both their kisses. They both are so good at kissing. I hate when someone is really bad at kissing. Like when their tongue goes the whole way into your mouth and it's like ew.

Ryan appears with a blunt and we all smoke it. We shut the kitchen door and we hear the others yelling sex noises and laughing. Both of their hands roam my body. Not once do they touch each other, just me.

Maybe I do like girls after all