Because I'm crazy baby, I need you to come here & save me.

This is a lyric from Off to the Races by Lana Del Ray, and it's pretty much how I'm feeling right now. Seriously, I feel crazy-why am I awake at 5 am for the second night in a row, unable to sleep because I'm missing him that much? I feel that the only way I'm gonna get any type of restful sleep is if he's here with me.

Of course, that's not gonna happen, so I might as well forget about sleeping. Instead, I powered up my laptop and here I am, writing to y'all. Also, in case you were wondering (though you probably weren't), I am not wearing pants because it feels like a sauna in my house.

Actually I'm going back to watching dramatic readings of 50 Shades of Grey and mulling over our "flirtationship."

Thought that I'd just leave a little update to let you know that I'm alive...a proper entry will be written soon, I solemnly swear.

-Katie xx

PS: Yeah, we kissed again. We really need to stop doing that.