I walk by your side and you decide to give me a hug. There is a tug upon my heart to let you all of the way into my world. I support you one hundred percent and you are smart enough to know never let me go. I stare right into your eyes hoping to discover the pain you keep hidden deep inside your soul. I care enough to be there for you whenever, please never release me out of your embrace. I love you, please write these three words in cement. Shaken to be awaken in the beautiful broken parts of you, I hear your silent cries of help and draw near to you. I forgive you for heavenly blue skies and butterflies. You are the only one in the world who has remain true to me and doesn't make me feel lonely. We have too many things at stake here, we have too many things to forsake here to give up hope. Come on, lets talk instead of being fake people. My friend, we have history, therefore I find it hard to get you out of my mind. My bleeding heart, is this a burden or a blessing in disguise? Taken for granted, you walk all over me like chalk and we never see eye to eye. You haven't been wonderful to me so how can I possibly stay faithful to you? I am learning to accept the fact that I can't save you from yourself. You represent everything that I can't have during my lifetime, but something always brings me back to you. Your body language speaks louder than your words. Speaking through your emotions, your actions tell me to disappear. You hit the ground running and I hate waiting for you to come around. Without making a sound, here I stand at the crossroads feeling forgotten and forsaken. Lost without a guiding light to help me fight away my tears, I don't know where I shall begin and end with you. If I surrender and cut off all ties with you, will you be torn asunder and a danger to yourself forever? What God gave, he has now taken away for an eternity. Gone with the wind, you are laid to rest in my thoughts and prayers. I don't regret the words that I never said to you out loud. Separation is such bittersweet sorrow and yet I will grow stronger by tomorrow because a rainbow hovers above my head.