I don't really know how I ever grew to love him.

He was arrogant, annoying, carefree... everything my friends and I hated!

And here I am hopelessly in love with him.

It seems stupid. I didn't even love him at first, when I first met him I actually hated him, but slowly, little by little I grew to love him. Maybe it was because all the other boys I liked had girlfriends or left the school but I truly doubt it.

I had fell off the cliff and there was no climbing back up.

My friends that did know my secret didn't understand. Sure the true ones were respectful and comforting but they still hated the guy and thought him disgusting.

I truly wish that were my case, but no here I am stuck being in love with the guy. Its not that I don't want to love him but my life would be much easier if I didn't.

I can't completely understand what drew me to him, maybe it was his arrogance or maybe how his brown eyes sparkled when he laughed but anyway I loved him and there was no going back.

I tried to cover up my love for him by hitting him when he said something I didn't like or chase him or tease him but truthfully everyone knows that thats just called flirting.

Anyway my story isn't just about meeting this cute guy and he asks you out on a date and kisses you and you become a lovely couple.

This is much more.

This isn't just about love. This is about getting through love

This is based on my real life story.

Enjoy!

Kk Prologue done.

Don't worry my chapters will be MUCH longer.

Please review, it'll mean the world to be.

Please No Flames.

MAD