i know the feeling. knew. know.
he was, is, a dream. almost perfect. but
back then he was almost reality, i thought, think,
maybe. just hold still. i only wish it would've
frozen, remained in one place for a month so i could, can,
get my bearings. think about it a little and
maybe had a chance. if you and i could've
stood still, let the rest of the world move,
would there have still been a chance? is there
now?

(is it bad that she hasn't changed anything? is it
bad that i still have hope right now?)