|My VERY Public Diary
Author: IThinkIJustFoundHeaven PM
I'm weird, so I decided to write a diary and put it online... :D P.S. I don't know what the image is from. I just giggled a bunch when I saw it and it said "Dear Diary" so it worked. Invisible points to anyone who can tell me what show/manga it's from!Rated: Fiction T - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 9,028 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11-22-12 - Published: 04-23-12 - id: 3015995
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2 May 2012
I have headache. I'm going to lie down. Therefore that is why I would not post much today. If my headache gets better, though, I'll write more. No more Monster for me. .
Okay, so my headache isn't gone, but it's much less severe.
Today was a bad day. School was fine, actually fun. We went to an elementary school for Spanish and hung out with our pen pals. But then I went home. Home is not a fun place for me. Not right now. I get yelled at so much for my homework and stuff, and somehow my brain thinks it's a good idea to shut down and avoid my work even more after my mother and father have screamed at me until they turn blue to do my work. . I hate this. I don't know what I'm good for. I can't do a thing. I'm never going to get into college and I'll never get a job. I'll be living with my parents until they kick me out and I have to live on the streets. Unless I get a writing job, I'm going to be living off the government. I just don't get my purpose. Why am I here? I'm of no consequence to anyone. As my mother told me, I just ruin people's lives. I just annoy everyone. Everything would be the same, if not better, had I not been born. Or at least born with a more stable head. I cause my own problems, too, and I know it. But I still make the same stupid mistakes. It's so dumb. Meh. I just want to sleep. Sound like any mental disorders you know? Hah. Yeah. Textbook.
Kill me now.