do you even understand how amazing you are

i mean i word-vomited all over you last night trying to explain

and then i sent you the longest e-mail ever in continued explanation

and you just listened to my babbling and were fine and said "don't apologize it's okay"

plus you are genuinely excited about going to the circus with me because i am excited too

despite how ridiculously overeager i am

oh yeah and last night you said "i think we could be together, you know, for a good amount of time" and then went on to say "i know you said you don't like long-term relationships but i won't be hurt if you want to go because i understand and" etc

the thing is

with you i kind of do want to do a long-term relationship

cause i just really really really like being around you

even though i'm crazy and you aren't

i just really like you or something, haha

:)

so i know this isn't poetry sorry guys i'm just really happy right now