Icy black wings fell out drifting and lying around her in a feathered cloak. Blue drops from her eyes mixed into her skin creating a shaded blue color. Her lacey twilight black hair braided and settled along her back while her grey shirt sleeves hung around her. Her eyes were a grey violet and mixtures of paint pale blue, dark green, and burnt orange seemed to blow in swirls and waves on her shirt and pants. A long staff positioned in her grasp held her high power while her gleaming violet eyes stared down upon the world. A bright white colored max with large fox ears appeared in front of her, her hands grasping hold of it as a smile came to her and a white vixen appeared around her floating gracefully beside her.

The Guardian Kitsune Soul

Many don't know me, but my name is Penem and I am the Goddess of Chaos. Strange name I know, I like in the Golden Sun's Palace. My siblings reside here with me, Kasdail the god of Cats, my oldest brother. Rielik the god of Destruction, the one who enjoys my pranks and disasters. Sweet little Zepha, the goddess of Horses, our youngest sister and the one I suspect we will lose. Aphiel and his twin Amael, the god and goddess of death, both were banished from our home. Adriel the god of Knowledge, my favored brother. Finally Nelye my eldest sister and the goddess of Resurrection, more human then we all wish, she has chosen to leave us. I've always hated my name Penem so in my world I am known as Uray. My mother, Alin who is the goddess of law, and my father, Zopha who is the god of luck, wish I would change and become like Nelye, act like a real goddess.

"Sweet sweet Zepha, must you take joy in messing up your looks?" Nelye's kind melodic voice came from the room that belonged to Zepha; I couldn't help, but feel alone. I sat in my room alone. "Now, I knew you were chaos, but is chaos really meant to cry?" my brother's voice hit me and I jumped up, "RIELIK!" I cried hugging him, "Hey sis." he smiled, "I thought you left!" I said, "Nah couldn't leave without saying bye to my favored sister now could I?" he said and kissed my forehead, he always did, made me feel small, but he was nice. "Please be silent," Nelye said, I couldn't help, but notice her flowing long gown she wore, it made me feel small and unworthy to exist here. "Good bye brother," she said and hugged Rielik, I wanted to hurt her for it. She always made me feel useless like I didn't even exist. "Mind telling Zepha I'm gone? I never told her or Adriel." he said, "I suspect Adriel knows." I said angrily and walked off.

"PENEM YOU DOWNRIGHT DIRTY HELL HOUND PEST!" I panicked hiding under a blanket when I heard Nelye's yell. "I DIDN'T MEAN TO!" I cried, suddenly wishing Rielik was back, he was gone too long. He said a week, IT WAS A MONTH! Nelye slammed open my door and jerked me up glaring. I bit my lip worried and waited for her to hurt me, "Nelye don't let her get to you." Adriel said, "I WILL MURDER HER AND MAKE SURE SHE ISN'T RESSURECTED!" Nelye snapped, Zepha looked at me pity in her eyes, but they got her to release me. Well rather slam me into the wall. I looked at her tears in my eyes, "Penem, my daughter you know not to anger your sister." Mother said. She was sitting beside me while I cried like a non-goddess like servant of man. "SHE DOESN'T CARE FOR ME! SHE HATES ME!" I cried, "I WANT RIELIK BACK! JUST GO AWAY!" I felt my mother touch my shoulder then hug me, but after that she was gone, "So sad, huh Aphiel?" a satanic voice came to me, I shot my head up gazing at my twin siblings who sat on my window. "Truly sad, what if we could give you your dear brother?" Aphiel said, "Yes we could, but what would we get in return?" Amael said, "What do you want?" I asked and with that I gave my soul away. The next weeks were terrible!

I made them all hate me, Nelye even told me that, Adriel never once looked at me and Zepha breaks into tears when she sees me, all because Amael and Aphiel told me to steal father's claymore and kill with it. They needed a god's soul and I gave them one, I killed my brother Kasdail. I felt like I would break down. Nelye broke her one rule, never to resurrect a god, but she did it and brought him back. He has forbidden me; Alin and Zopha speak of my banishment. I fear it will happen. I have no right to call them mother and father, no right to have anyone close to me. No right to have Rielik back to hold me and tell me it was all ok.

"She did it, she gave us the power of a god, and even his resurrection cannot bring back that power, he is nothing but her brother, no more than that." Amael grinned; she turned her gaze to the fiery blazing cell where Rielik lay, unmoving and lost. "We should punish her, giving us the powers of a useless cat god. I suspected better." Aphiel said shaking his head. Rielik could hear it all, but had little power to stop it, "Yes she will, she will die. Exactly night of the humans. They all will gather in fathers dining hall and speak of her banishment; we will be there to end her life. A goddess of Chaos's power is far stronger then one of a god of cats, in fact I hoped she'd give us Adriel's power of knowledge, such a pity. I wanted the positions of all the forged weapons of ours." Amael said, "And the guardians we and our useless siblings call upon. I understand they never have shown, not once." Aphiel laughed.