Not that I can see where this is going,

Not that I can stand simply not knowing,

Everything is changing too fast,

Everything is too much to last,

Because they come at me when I lay down to sleep,

All the unspoken promises I can never keep,

The spell has been broken too many times over,

And whatever I do, I can't make time pass slower,

I won't ask you to care because I know that would be wrong,

I won't ask you to fight for me, or to be strong,

I won't tell you that I need you any more than I do,

And most of all, I won't say I can't do without you,

Instead, I will go on the way I have all this time,

I won't try to understand you or read your mind,

Just let it slip right through my fingers,

Or stop feeling and let it linger,

Because how can I go on without knowing,

Why this is happening, where it is going?

How can I make it last?

Everything is changing too fast...