you never would have known

That you would hold my soul.

You never would have known

You would be my all.

You never could have known.

I wish it was all a lie.

I wish it was a dream.

I wish I could wake up,

To escape from here.

I don't blame you for me.

I don't mind what you say.

I won't pick up my heart.

It can't hurt me from the drain.

It can't hurt me that way.

I wish it was a lie,

This crazy messed up ride,

This evil little tide.

I wish you would love me,

But I won't push you to be with me.

Taking as mush in as I can,

So I can pretend you could be mine.

So I can make up a painless lie.

Sometimes, I wish that I could lie, and say I don't feel anything, that I don't love or feel like death, but I do, and sometimes, I wish I could lie.

And thanks to Jewelvine the Dreamer for her betaing, no more typos!