
A poem on how I want to end my life, and how I almost did. T for vioelent imagry.
Rated: Fiction T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 05-12-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3021702
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I look
In the silver glass
I see
Someone
Something
Pathetic, ugly, stupid, vile
Myself
I feel
As I stare
Anger
Rage
Loathing and discust
As I look at
Myself
I pull my arm back
Ram my fist
Into the blatant looking glass
Pain in my hand
I ingore it
I see the repulsive face
Crack and shatter
Fall
Myself
I pick up a shard
Of the cruel teller of truth
It cuts my hand
I grip it tighter
The meaning of my torment
Will be my release from
Myself
I press it down
Dig it deep
Flames in my arms
Blood over the mirror
Covering the repugnance
Deeper I hack into
Myself
Sticky crimson blood
My blood
Flows like rivers
Over my hands and arms
As blood leaves
Blackness comes
I let it wash over
Myself
As the blackness
Creeps around me
I see
My red liquid life
Pool around me
A thick, tackly sea around
Myself
Warmth washes over
Though my wrists are ice-cold
My arms feel empty and weightless
While my body is heavy and pendulous
The world a pinpoint
As I give way
To sweet oblivion
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