|relapse, or something
Author: punctured.lungs PM
poetry & musings. pillowbook.Rated: Fiction T - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 2,221 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11-29-12 - Published: 05-14-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3022457
|A+ A- Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten|
i detach myself, and in the midst
think this is not about you
just make him happy and it will all go away
i know better than to say it aloud,
or to believe it logically -
especially when we are just talking,
or reading, or baking cookies.
but he enters me, and moans.
and his face twists, and he is someone else.
i breathe harder, but my eyes are open,
and i am bitter. empty. liar, liar.
("just make him happy and it will all go away.")
sometimes i scare myself