"I'll learn to cry for someone else
I can't get by on an odds and ends love that will never match-up"

I have to let you go
but-
I don't (I don'tIdon't) want to.
there's that ache in my chest
that drops down to the chasm of my stomach
because I know
that this is the last goodbye
& i'm not ready (notreadynotready)
my fingers are shaky, my vision hazy
I don't want to lose
oh god, i'm losing
the fight.
I clench my fists as my eyes close
I still can't think (can'tthink)
why it has to be like this (isHAStobe)
like this I can't wait forever
(Iwouldwaitforever)
for something that will never catch up.

a/n- for you
"I have no regrets I swear for the past is behind me, tomorrow reminds me just where"
- The Kills- The Last Goodbye.