I FeltYour heartThe steady beatYour loveWarm and invitingYour eyesWatching my every moveYour skinThe smooth surfaceYour bodyPressed against mineThe tight embraceYouI finally felt youOpened up and let me inOnly to push me downI felt it allBut now all I feel is painBut I'm causing that painI'd rather be crushed and in painThan broken and feel nothingI don't want to be numbThat's my worst fearI don't want to not careI'll force everythingI'll cause the painAll of thatJust not to be numb, Still livingBut dead

Just likeI don't want anyone to look into my eyes anymoreBecause I might only feel painBut you will see nothing if you look into mySoulless eyesI'm dead I felt is all I can say now.