6/7

I didn't really want to wear that dress but
I flashed and flirted and flaunted
until I was wanted
because I felt that was what
the moment called for.

I didn't really want to go out but
I laughed and I drank and I shone
until almost half past one
because I felt that was what
the moment called for.

It didn't really feel that good but
I made the right faces and sounds
until you were done going down
because I felt that was what
the moment called for.

I didn't really want something casual but
I gave you plenty of space and time
until you decided to be mine
because I felt that was what
the moment called for.

It wasn't really okay but
I shrugged and I nodded and I smiled
until you thought everything was fine
because I felt that was what
the moment called for.

I didn't really feel like crying but
I stared at a spot on the wall
until the tears began to fall
because I felt that was what
the moment called for.