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Damn you're not here : (, oh well either way I can tell you what I want to say! ^_^

I don't understand...I don't understand you

Your not afraid of me

you're OK with me being myself..

you love me no matter how violent I can be...

you love me no matter how annoying I can be...

you love me no matter how immature I can become

Other people abandon me because they can not deal with me...

but you're still around?

I don't understand you...no not one bit..

You hate the way you look

you think your too fat?

You think your face is hideous?

You believe your body is deformed?

Yet your not... I see only beauty...

I think I'm very shallow...i don't think I would love someone who had a hideous face...

If you where hideous why do I love you?

My reason to love you-

I love it when your there to greet me when I come home

I love you for understanding me..

I love you for being so good to me

for your patience

for your ear

for your years of friendship

for your love

for not thinking of me as crazy

for not wanting to run away

for catching me when I break

for being there

for smiling

for holding

for kissing

for the truth

for your brains; since I don't understand much...

for that angelical voice

Soothing the beast

I am violent

I am crazy

I cry to much!

I get to horny

I like being in charge

yet I want someone to bruise me

I like abuse in some ways..

Yet I hate pain...mostly physical pain

I laugh at pain...

I'm confused

I'm so nervous...

My mind usually doubts so much...

and I'll be truthful I've doubted your love

I' doubted your friendship

I doubted you

but I don't anymore...

I believe you if you say

" I love you jay"

I believe in you

I know you'll be there for me

even though this is a digital love

were the only words heard can only be seen

were I don't have to open my mouth

I only need to type

my materials are a computer, a keyboard, internet connection and messenger software

I 3 U

I 3 U so much and U 3 ME too

I don't understand you ...but I don't care I love you ^_^

BE MINE FOREVER

I know it sounds crazy...but I told you before I'm crazy too

I'll stalk you for the rest of your life

if you die I want to die to! * knife to heart *

A note to you after death

I want to be with you

Til death do us part .. .NO it should say til death and after will remain together

are you scared now?

no.. maybe...somewhat?

I don't know I'm typing to myself..

I don't understand you still...

I love you I love you

whats love? Tell me please =3

Oh that's right your asleep wait your probably awake I don't know, what time is it in England when its one in the morning in America?

Oh look where a yaoi pairing! Hehe AmericaxEngland

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JayxRen

Oh were a yuri pairing!

I'm sleepy..so tired I want to hold you

do you want to hold me too?

Will you promise to wait for me in four years?

Will...you...

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Sorry about that...The Internet sucks sometimes

well Good night love... or is it Good morning love...hmmm...

I think I know

Guten Morgen, ich liebe dich

I hope that's right truthfully I don't know..

Well bye bye, have nice dreams of Zombie apocalypses, I love you

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