Pain that I hate knowing

Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when I said that I hate so much I wanna die

Told myself that you were wrong for me

'Cause I felt so lonely in your company

But that was hate and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind pain

Like the hopelessness when it's time to end

So when I found that I did not make sense

Well you forced yourself on me

But I'll admit that I thought my life was over.

But you didn't have to cut so hard,

Make out like I did it all myself and that you were not there

And I don't even need you, pain

But you treat me like a fool and that feels so tough

No you didn't have to hurt me so,

Have other things overpower me and then hate me more

I guess that I need you more

Now you're just the pain that I hate knowing

Now you're just the pain that I hate knowing

Now you're just the pain that I hate knowing

Now and then I think of all the times you left me there

But had me believing that it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Holding onto self-harm as a way to pay

You said that you would let me go

And you wouldn't keep on clinging to me, when i need to be free

But you didn't have to cut so hard,

Make out like I did it all myself and that you were not there

And I don't even need you, pain

But you treat me like a fool and that feels so tough

No you didn't have to hurt me so,

Have other things overpower me and then hate me more

I guess that I need you more

Now you're just the pain that I hate knowing

Pain (that i hate knowing)

Pain (now you're just the pain that i hate knowing)

(I hate knowing)

(That i hate knowing)

(I hate knowing)

Pain