I stare at this blank page. There isn't a single flicker of motivation for me to speak to anyone. People are speaking, a movie is playing. I can't hear, I don't want to hear. People extend their arms to me, however I close my eyes and stay still. I left ouside, and fell within. I hide, weep, deteriorate, rot and die inside. I do not know whats going outside anymore. I see and see. But I don't know what's happening through my eyes anymore. I'm in too deep, and I can't see a clear pathway for an escape. This reality is leaving me, it gets smaller and smaller. I see nothing. Its dark. I'm scared. Somebody please help me. But I wanted to leave and stay inside myself. This tranquillaty became deafening. I'm gasping, but I still can't see the light. They say in every darkness there is light. But where is my light? Everywhere I run, darkness is running after me. I can't fight this anymore. I just want to stop running, let it end. I will forever be engulfed in this darkness that haunts me. That protects me, from the creatures that lie outside. I take my last breath, as I leave myself, taking a infinite journey into an abyss.