I haven't see you at all today
Not even a glance
but I don't care
I'm not moody or angry
like I would've been

I think I'm a third of a way
to getting over you
and moving on
like they said I should

X

They don't know
and this time they won't
Because I genuinely
don't want them to know

When I wanted you
I said I didn't want anyone to know
when secretly I prayed
that you'd find out and
pass me a subtle reply.

X

But now
thanks to him
I've woken up from this spell
and realised how childish I'd been

I know now
that I never truly like you
and my subconscious knew that

X

I said I'd liked you
when really I just found you

All my life, I've hated guys
but you were different
You were everything i dreamed for
but then I found the truth

X

At this point I was lost; unsure
And then, I was woken up.