|Big Bad Wolf
Author: Salvat-wh-ore PM
I'm trying to create a support network for girls with anorexia. I was like you once. and you dont have to be alone. Please read this and review, to show how serious anorexia is. Warning: may be triggering.If you want to talk about anything, message me.Rated: Fiction T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Words: 154 - Published: 06-24-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3035483
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I loved him once. I still do.
I always have. And I think I always will.
I was his, completely. He pushed me away.
I wasn't good enough.
I had to be better, I had to be smarter,
Prettier, slimmer. I had to be stronger.
I offered myself to the big bad wolf,
And I didn't scream when he took the first bite.
My heart first, cold and empty now.
Then my strength, I'm weak now.
I burnt the fat, I got thin.I wasn't happier.
I needed more, to lose more weight.
When there was nothing left to burn,
I set myself on fire.
He doesn't want me anymore. It doesn't matter. I push everyone away.
I cant let anyone get close enough to hurt me.
I wasn't trying to kill myself, but if I ever went too far...
I wouldn't care. Neither would he.