Simple

I wish things were simple

To lead a simple life

To be a simple person

To be simple

But I'm not

I'm a mess

A complicated mess

And there's no changing that fact

I want change so bad

I want to change my life

To change myself

To just change

But it's hard

And things always stay the same

Every day is exactly the same

And it's not normal

Ah, to be normal

What does that even mean?

Whatever it is I want it

Because I want stability

I want a stable life

I want to be a stable person

I want to be stable

I don't want to stand out

But I do anyways

I'm alone in a crowd of one hundred people

And I'm better off alone

I just want to be left alone

I want a loney life

I want to be a loney person

I want to be loney

That way I can't be hurt

I don't want to be hurt

I don't want to feel the pain

Because hurting is no way to live

A poem about depression and wanting to be different. Hope someone likes it.