Hello, second installment enjoy

Diary of a Raven

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Dear Diary,

Today I am ecstatic I actually talked to my beloved today. Yes I am a happy man. The talk we had went over really smoothly. Okay here's how it went.

I was sitting in the back as usual waiting for my love to routinely come in at 7:45 exactly and occupy the seat a few rows up from me so I can see that gracefully arched back. And speak of the devil here she came strutting, glasses slightly askew, into class.

She gave a cute sigh as she sat her load down on the desk and fixed her crooked glasses. The innocent gesture was too cute to take. My gaze was fixed on her. Some people say I'm shameless and have a severe staring problem and I guess they're right. I mean I want to look at her so why deny it and play coy. To say I don't want to look at her every second of a minute everyday would just be lying.

She with the grace of a gazelle slid into her seat and began rearranging her books and notes. I loved how devoted to school she was and I especially loved how low her jeans were riding today. Yes my seat gave me a generous view of her posterior and I took every opportunity to look too.

Five minutes went by and my eyes never left the back of her neck. Did I mention she had a neck I wouldn't mind sucking on all day. No I'm no vampire but I would suck her neck. She's the type of girl that'll bring out the freak in any man or woman for that matter.

Few minutes passed by before I literally tore my eyes from her person all so I could check the time on the analog clock. I personally had it not of been for Raven I never would have gotten up at this ungodly a time in the morning all for some lousy school. Turns out she's an early bird who likes to come in early and the next day sure enough I meant her at the door at the same time letting her go in first of course. Soon it became routine I would come in two or so minutes before her, go to my assigned seat and wait impatiently for her to come.

For the next fifteen minutes I serenely watched my angel jot down whatever it was she was writing diligently almost as if she were in some type of hurry. Our little moment was ruined however when the bell rung and those vile parasites began filing into the room two sitting in front of me blockading my perfect view of my lover.

I scowled, I hated not being able to see my beloved when I wanted. So I put my head down counting the seconds until class ended. I drifted off into a light nap with images of her beautiful face flooding my mind.

To skip to our next encounter was at lunch later in the day. The only ones who sit with me are family related. Family are all I even consider worthy of being around and all I'll stand to even be affiliated with. Besides that Preston and Charles truly know how I really am.

Preston even asked me what had me so occupied these days and so I told him. He gave me a funny look and said I had weird taste. That pissed me off so I stuck a plastic fork meat deep in his hand. He cussed me out and left to the nurses office with Charles glaring at me. I couldn't care less no one dares talk bad about my Raven and goes unpunished. Usually I'd kill anyone who'd dare but he was family and you don't kill family. He'd pout but he'd get over it eventually he always did.

As I looked around the lunchroom a few people who had witnessed the whole thing stared horror struck at me. I casually looked past them and to the one person who's attention I pined for. She sat with her little friends completely oblivious to me smiling so beautifully and chatting about who knows what. I so desperately wanted to know what it was my object of affection spoke about so freely with her friends. I wanted it to be me.

Well after lunch that basically marked the end of our encounters. Where's the part where we talked you ask, right after school where I followed Raven to her locker. She as usual was trying to handle more than what her little body could take and was staggering slightly with her armful of books. Honestly she just hadn't a clue how disgustingly cute she was.

I watched her hoping she'd fall so I could heroically catch her like you see in the movies but I guess I got the next best thing. As she shoved her possessions in her locker a pencil slipped her grasp and fell to the floor. Before she or anyone else could blink I had dove down and scooped the pencil up.

I however got a good feel of the pencil before giving it back, hopefully she was the type to subconsciously bite her pencil when in deep thought. The thought of possibly touching anything that has come from Ravens mouth made me hot and bothered.

I stood directly in the back of her as she continued to shove the mass into her locker. So close in fact that if she moved even an inch we'd be touching. She jumped slightly when she lightly bumped into me. I shivered, I wanted her to do it again.

She turned around with a questioning look on her beautiful face before she blushed. She took a step back from me and I found I didn't like that action one bit. It wasn't until I outstretched the pencil did her quizzical frown disappear.

She smiled slightly, thanking me as well and unknowingly taking my breath away. I only nodded as she closed her locker and walked away. I simply watched her leave too stunned to do anything else. My heart was beating like a madman against his cage. If you thought I loved her before you can only imagine what I feel for her at this point. You know they say love can be dangerous.

I'm afraid that's all that I can write for now Mr. diary I still have a few loose ends to tie up. Do you remember that boy named Colton the one who dared talk so nonchalantly about my Raven yes that one. I have him passed out unconscious on my bedroom floor right now and I believe he is waking, oh nope he's most definitely stirring and with this I bid you adieu until tomorrow.

Sincerely,

The smiling madman