Forever

The tree will bend at my will.
The branches will sway at my command.
The leaves will fall at my touch.
The innocence,
slowly drips off my face.
My hands are now calloused.
Expectation:
Something I never live up to.
Blood rushes to my numbed heart-
a hole begins to form:
Realization!
I control nothing.
Illusions:
I grew up with.
Rocks scratch at my knees.
Thorns penetrate my palms.
Apologize.
Never enough.
I'm sorry.
_Perdoname.
_Desole.
_Mi dispiace.
Past judgement-
Obstacles.
natural human aspect:
Expected.
I run,
never to look back.
The black hole engulfs me.
No one will hear of me again.
Goodbye.
_Adios.
_Au revoir.
_Arrivederci.
Forever.