Yeah this is some random stuff I just happened to write down one day while 'trying' to complete my story. (Applying standard disclaimer : This stuff is purely fictional, so please don't go getting any ideas, thank you.)

Regretful Heart

crystal-mist-haze

What was I to do than merely observe from a distance?

It wasn't like it'd matter- my futile resistance.

Despite the protests that wreaked havoc within my heart

I spoke not a word fearing that it would lead us to part.

I watched as I lost you like sand trickling through my fingers,

with a forced smile on my face and my mind filled with numbness.

Of course I was happy, was there any reason not to be?

all that I felt was heartache and sheer uncertainty. (A/N: Sarcasm)

Yet despite everything, I can't shake off this regret,

of all the promises in my heart that would never be kept.

Your sweet soft smile is surely meant for another,

your deep soothing laughter now echoes solely for her.

Why am I so engulfed that I can't see anything anymore?

Why am I the light and you my black hole?

Why does this searing pain engulf me whole,

when I slowly realize you can't be mine anymore?

My heart that bleeds so profusely in your absence,

why is it that you see it but feign ignorance?

Will you continue running away when I wish nothing in return?

For only your presence, that is but all I yearn.

Why must I continue to wander, so impeccably lost?

When you fall for someone is happiness really the cost?

Yeah, that's it .

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