Author: punctured.lungs PM
maybe i'm a real girl after all.Rated: Fiction T - English - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 07-05-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3039242
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i've turned it over so many times in
my brain, dripping with statistics & logistics,
with free verse & curse words.
but to say it aloud - ? a whole new
before tonight, i never knew that
such a simple sentence
could literally stick in my throat;
could be the heaviest weight,
curdling within me, refusing to
leave my tongue, no matter how
i tried to push it away.
& when i finally said it,
i cried. i never thought i would cry.
only a few short sobs, to be sure;
but the tears were there, all the same.
after so long, so many poems & nightmares
& journal entries, centering around this
desperate, tragic piece of my life
so long, & i still cried.
- maybe i'm a real girl after all;