If I could write a letter to you,

How would I start,

Now that all the hurt is through?

Would I say every hateful thing

That entered my mind?

Tell you about every other guy

I've thought of since we said good bye?

Would I let you know about all those

Sleepless nights?

When all I did was cry?

When I gave up the fight,

Got out your picture and

Held it tight.

If I wrote a letter to you,

What would I say?

To try and explain,

Why I always turn away

And never look at your face?

Can I make you see?

I'm finally at peace.

I think I'm where I need to be.

This road hasn't been easy.

It was full of drops, holes, and curves.

To say the least,

It's been bumpy.

But, dare I say, sometimes,

I'm even happy.

If I sent a letter to you,

I'd send it with good wishes

From a girl who misses

Her best friend,

But maybe

Someone else needed you

More than me

Needed to have you

Strong and steady.

And so that's ok,

I've said what

I think I'd say,

If I wrote a letter to you.