I want to laugh and I want to cry.
It's complicated. I wonder why
I want to leave; tell this world goodbye.
I wish I could have another try.

A fantasy played out just for me.
Freeze this image, let it be.
Don't let me watch as the clocks tick down.
Please, don't let me stick around.

I want to learn and I want to try.
It's complicated. I wonder why
I want to stay; buckle up and fly.
I wish to be better-off this time.

A listless beauty beyond my view.
A camera pans and it's all for you.
When will you get here? Will you be here soon?
I'll let you know there will always be room.

I want to run and I want to lie.
It's complicated. I wonder why
I want to wait; hunker down and sigh.
I wish I could do just one thing right.