Just Tell Me

Am empty page for my empty heart

What distress has been playing in my mind

"What if's" reel in my mind

Should I tell you I love you,

Or should I hide?

No words,

No sound

I'm playing a silent movie that is sadly my reality

Your smile shines bright through the darkest of days

When I'm with you nothing else is in view

But the perfect picture of me and you

When you sit next to me my heart flutters into oblivion

You are my world

No one else but you

I've kept my heart under lock and key

But you've broken through all the chains

I wanna let my barriers down and let you in

But I am afraid

Afraid of what might happen if I do

What might happen if I don't?

All you do for me, you do for another...

Am I just a game?

Just another girl you can play?

I love you I do

But how can I say?

These words that haunt me

These feelings that taunt me

I don't know what to do

I'm trapped in my love

Trapped in my heart

In my fantasy world

You are the source of my joy,

Yet I feel like a toy

You bring me up then tear me down

Why can't you just decide?

Why can't you just make up your mind?

I stay awoken

Drumming to the beat of these feelings unspoken

I see past your smiling lies

And this is what breaks me into these heartbroken cries

Just tell me you love me

And everything will BE ALRIGHT...

A/N- I wrote this this with Escape16; Please look her up! She has brilliant poetry!