|For My Lost Love
Author: Luna Addictus PM
This cold black heart beats a hundred fold every time I see you Tiny colorful butterflies flutter in my upset stomach when we touchRated: Fiction K+ - English - Romance - Words: 274 - Published: 07-17-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3042553
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For My Dear Lost Love
This cold black heart beats a hundred fold every time I see you
Tiny colorful butterflies flutter in my upset stomach when we touch
Each breath held without me knowing, each word stuttered as you listen
To my tied tongue unable to speak my thoughts oh so coherently.
Innumerable times I've found myself with the once in a lifetime chance
To touch your closed eyes that I never got tired looking at
To caress your cheeks in many ways I've always longed to touch
To drown you in a kiss I know very well you would never want to have.
The memories I would have wanted to have with you would never be realized
Oh yes, those times so hard to imagine myself in without hurting myself
But I never dared to cross the line we did not even need to agree upon
Especially since you told me you could never return the love I have for you
I could never bring myself to do these things I wanted with you unknowing
No matter how thunderous this heart hopelessly beats for you
No matter how warm this feeling of contentment I have with you
For your weary heart belongs to another, even if not, it will never be mine.
I won't complain nor throw stupendous tantrums at my failure
I won't be angry or bitter at you for your inability to love me back
Even if I am hurt, even if these tears roll down my cheeks I will smile
For this friendship you and I have is my treasure, my only tie to you.