|Game of Fear
Author: Kyakume PM
Big brother likes to play games sometimes. I never liked to play with him...I always get hurt in the end. WARNING: Suggested Sexual AbuseRated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Words: 372 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 07-24-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3044550
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Author: Before you read this story, I should warn you that it's on a touchy topic. If you are uncomfortable with the subject of sexual abuse, I advise that you leave this story now.
You've been warned.
We are alone. The house is empty. Silence. The look in his eyes. I don't like it. I can tell what is bound to happen. 'IT' will happen again. My eyes are wide. I step away. Out of the room. Away from him. Away from 'IT'. He gets up. No! Not again!
"Come here. I want to play a game with you." I am afraid. I go.
I always go.
He grips my wrists. It hurts. I struggle. Futile. I am little. Big brother is strong. Too strong. Tears. I don't like this game, and I tell him so. He tells me to be quiet. On my knees. Zipper. "Open your mouth." I obey.
I always obey.
It's too big. I don't like the taste. I gag. He smiles and grips my hair. Thrusts. Over and over. Salty bitterness. He tells me to swallow. I do.
I always do.
He isn't done. "Lay down." Skirt up. Legs open. Arousal. Wetness. I hate myself.
Fingers. No, I don't like them there! I snap my legs shut. He pries them open.
Lips on my own. Tongue in my mouth. Fingers gone; something larger replaces them. I whimper. He stops. Pulls away. Pants go back on. Skirt pulled back down. "Too big. Another time," he promises. "Our little secret." He leaves. I am alone. Alone, I cry.
I always cry.
I am sad. I am angry. I hate him. This isn't right. Something about this tells me this is very, very wrong. I am dirty. I should tell. He said not to, so I don't. Won't… can't? Scared. I am unclean. My fault. Can't tell.
Author: I suppose you can call this a mini-biography of sorts. Read and Review, please!
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