I deserved to cry,

To die,

To not try,

To starve,

To bleed,

To suffer for my greed,

Because I wanted,

Oh, I wanted,

Oh, how I wanted to survive.

To stop breathing,

To burn,

To lose everything I yearn,

For my eyes to roll,

To the back of my head,

For my body to drop,

To the weight of lead.

Threw a fit,

To only get slapped by a fist,

To cry all night,

To only fight with spite,

But I stopped and listened,

To the blade that glistened,

As it told me to stab,

Hack, and chop,

And too end up crying all night.

Shut me up,

Try to make me cry,

'Cause I won't stop 'till I die,

You will burn,

Even if I do too,

Because I'll only go to hell,

Only if you drag me by my shoe.

I coughed and choked,

On actions that only I provoked,

Made me suffer 'cause of my own words,

They got to fly free like birds,

I fell,

Trapped in my own personal hell,

Where water was air,

And fire burned through my hair.

I heard them scream,

Him, her,

The one that isn't what she seems,

I stayed strong,

Wanting to last long,

But I ended up with nothing,

Nothing at all.

Shut me up,

Try to make me cry,

'Cause I won't stop 'till I die,

You will burn,

Even if I do too,

Because I'll only go to hell,

Only if you drag me by my shoe.

You will burn,

Even if I do too,

Because I said so,

And I swear,

I will never lie to you.

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