I'm tired of being what you want me to be.
Feeling so faithless, Lost under the surface. Don't know what you expecting of me,
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
((Caught in the undertow))
Every step I take is another mistake to you.
((Caught in the undertow, Just caught in the undertow))

Do you know the feeling of being unaccepted... Shunned... Hated?
That perfectly explains my life. Everyone expects so much of me... So much.
I try to hide my stress, I don't want anyone to worry about me. My parents expect higher than average grades...
But most of the time... I just can't give them what they want. It seems as if every step that I take is another mistake to them...
The bruises of this battle won't fade... The scars of my life will last forever, Even in death scars remain.
No one thinks I have problems... They think I'm a flawless person...When I don't give anyone what they expect... I'm beaten... Hated...
I try to cry it out, Try to wash my worries away... But the tears won't come... They stay hidden beneath my scarred skin.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there.
I've become so tired, So much more aware.
I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you.

The days seem like an eternity of hate. Everyone... They just ignore me, Shun me. I wake up in the morning knowing hope is lost. Hope was never and option.
My parents want me to be exactly like them... I worry about my future... I think about what the past has brought to my life...
I'm becoming numb. I can't feel ayone any more. no one notices me... No one ever thinks about me... No one ever cares about me... My life.

Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding to tightly afraid to lose control.
'Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right infront of you ((Caught in the undertow, Just caught in the undertow))
Every step that I take is another mistake to you,
((Caught in the undertow, Just caught in the undertow))
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

No one knows my pain... Everythings the same. No one cares about me... My soul could be gone... No one would care. I could die... All that would be left was a forgotten memory. My mother... My father... They're smothering me with the future holding to tightly, Afraid to loose control.
I resorted to confronting my parents... All they would do is send me away... Not give a care about me... My life is just a loosing game, A death before it really comes.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware.
I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you.

I'm Numb... Thoes are all the words I have, and ever will know... I want to be more like me and be less like them... If they knew my pain, My suffering, Would they care? Or would the be judgemental about my whole life... Will I ever find love? Happiness?

And I know, I may end up failing to. But I know,
You were just like me with someone dissapointed in you.

My parents... Everyone.. They were probably just like me, With someone dissapointed in them... Or am I a lost cause? I'm a player in a game they're winning but I don't want to play!

I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do'
Is be more like me and be less like you.

I can't take life anymore... Even in death you can find happiness... More than in the real world...

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be.

My pain, My suffering, The scars will last forever... All my life... A loosing game, A lost cause. Tears try to escape my eyes, Shimmering in the light. But the tears a guarded by the burden of hate... loss... Pain.

-...

"My life... A loosing game..."