Author: White Dragon Lily PM
Do you remember the times you came home from work and smiled, and told Mommy and me you love us? Because I don't. T rated for sucide... R&RRated: Fiction T - English - Tragedy/Family - Words: 613 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 08-02-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3047253
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A/N: I am sorry for an errors it late and I'm lazy… but hope you like it anyway
Do you remember the times you came home from work and smiled, and told Mommy and me you love us? Because I don't.
Do you remember the days were we laughed and smiled together? Because I don't.
Do you remember the time you taught me how to ride my bike, like all daddy's do with their kids? Because I don't.
Do you remember the nights were you read me bed time stories? Because I don't.
What I remember, is you coming home from work. But you didn't smile; you didn't say you love us. You came home angry, and you yelled at us to leave you alone.
What I remember, is me trying to talk to you. But you screamed at me to go away and bug someone else. But who could I bug, I don't have any brothers or sisters, and Mommy was crying from your angry cries.
What I remember, is you buying me a purple bike. I took off the training wheels and rode around the street on my own, and taught myself. I came home crying once because I fell and scraped my knee, but you didn't hug me and say it was ok, and take care of me. You yelled at me to stop crying which made me cry even more.
What I remember, is you never being there late at night, and mommy crying to herself in her room.
When I was 5 Mommy had enough and she threw you out. I was supposed to go to your house Friday to Sunday but every Friday you called, and said I have a business trip, I am out of town, I am… You were always somewhere but you were never next to me.
I am 13 and I understand. Why we were never a happy loving family. Why we never spent holidays together, why you didn't say that you loved us, why you were never there late at night. It because you had someone else to spend your holidays with, you didn't love us, and you were at hotels late at night cheating on Mommy.
But one answer I want you to give. Why? We gave you the love any man would want, we gave you chances to be with us, we gave time to make memories with us. But you never wanted that, Why?
I am 14. Do you even know the name of my school? Do you even care about my grades? Do you even know how old I am? Do you know that I am still waiting for you to come home and make everything ok?
I am 15. Do you know Mommy tried to kill herself yesterday? Do you know that people are taking me to an orphanage, saying Mommy is incapable of taking of me? Do you know I am now all alone? Do you know this is your entire fault?
I am 16. Do you know I have no friends? Do you know I have no family? Do you know that I have been cutting for the past 7 months and tried to kill myself 4 times? Do you know that i found a gun yesterday? You know Daddy, no matter how much wrong you have done, I never stop loving you. This is my final good-bye. Because tomorrow the will sunrise, but I won't ever see it. Knowing this would you try to stop or do you not care?
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