Dear Diary,

Today was the first day I spent with the lovely couple that I so really hate. I wanted to cry, knowing that the guy that she is with, can never be mine. He never will be. I love him, but he loves her and she loves him. I guess you can call if a love triangle. I hate the fact that I came home and when my nan and pop went to sleep I broke down and cried. I can't let this get to me.

That's why I can't wait till summer of 2013. It will be a lot better then what 2012 was. I am spending it with my father. He finally decided to message me on msn. God, I really wanted to cry but I didn't. He worked out that I am to spend 2-3 weeks up P.E.I with him. I want to do it, to get away from Geneva and Carlos. I will miss Nicole but life will go on.

It's late, time to sleep because I have cried to much. I now have closed off my heart and became a emotionless bitch.

love,

Joanna.