lay down and pull the blankets close

wrap them tightly, not letting air in

suffocate in thought, but don't breathe

your mind shows you a mischievous grin.

x

hated, lonely, forgotten

trapped, lost, in expectation.

x

let a tear out down a cheek

another, another, another

only been a couple weeks

in a suffocating blanket, cry.

x

Once cherished, once appreciated is now lost. One life will dissipate soon.

x

Haunted in thought,

grab the metal

just give this one shot.

just let a little bit then sleep

x

sleep, let the tears out the pain out the hate out.

it was all washed out in a new favorite color.

almost give a shout, not from physical but mental.

in pain, suffer thoughts even more.

x

wrap the blanket tighter, wishing it were a noose.

suffocate in the blackness.

wrap the blanket tighter blocking out voice of parents speaking of

school, bad friends, bad influences, things that are forbidden.

x

what's one more? maybe 5.. 10.

one night, be gone, and the world

won't even give a damn. because all you ever did

was act depressed and mope about nothing.

you are weak. you are bitter. you have no life.

give up.