Once Long Ago

I wonder how this cam to be, we were close, right beside each other

How come I'm searching for you?

Maybe I was imagining the things you said, the things you did.

Your warm voice that used to melt my heart away.

The things that you said to me with such worry in your voice, the things that no one would say to me.

You were able to see through my smiles, my lies.

Was I imagining it all?

I don't remeber how it happend, the thing that was supposed to be a joke became reality.

Now

When I look at you, you look away.

I wonder, what happend to the days where we use to stare into each others eyes?

Why is it that we are not talking, joking, laughing, and having fun with each other anymore?

When I get to look into your eyes, just for that second before you avoid mine.

I realize that the warmth of your eyes that was there before no longer exists.

The eyes that used to make me smile, now, just leaves me there in the cold all alone and afraid.

I'm scared

Of the person you've become

Of who I've become

Of how we are never going to be the same again, like before.

But I'll do anything to go back to those days with you

When I

Laughed

Talked

Had fun and

Joked around, with you

I won't cry because I'll try

Try my hardest to go back to those days with you

I hate being so far away from you

And I want to help you.

No matter how I miss those day with you, I want to start new days with you

Becasue I don't think I imagined those days with you