I wake up this morning hearing my mom

She was on phone talking aloud

My mind still hazy after the night

Didn´t understand the words for a while

But something caught my ear

And my mind suddenly became clear

News about life and death coming from phone

Although not unexpected shook me to core

Not knowing what to do I staid still

Just staring at the wall not moving inch

How can I express the unusual feeling?

Sinking in my body after the hearing

How should I feel about the death?

Of person near but not close yet