OK, SO THANK GOODNESS! ON DECEMBER 21 I HAVE MY CHIRSTMAS BREAK! YES! SPEAKING ABOUT CHIRSTMAS PLEASE READ MY END NOTES! PLEASE!

(Sekai's POV)

We then headed up town to a different park that was safer.

You wouldn't believe what happened.

"Oh my fucking gosh! You're-!" a girl squealed.

We turn around to see a girl screaming.

I put my best smile on my face and waved at her.

She runs up to us, but pushes me aside so that I fall on my butt.

Good to know you don't like me. And I'm 12 if I'm bleeding and crying, you can get arrested for child abuse you 18 year old bitch.

"I'm a big fan of yours. Will you s-sign m-my arm?" She asks handing Hana a marker and her arm.

"Um, sure." Hana hesitated and signed her arm.

"Thank you so much!" The girl screamed hugging Hana.

I got up and waited.

"Bye! And thank you!" The fan shouted leaving.

"That's weird." Hana said to me.

"She just pushed me aside without a care in the world." I said.

We walked past houses and parks. We walked all over town talking, laughing, singing, and smiling.

I totally forgot about everything until a flash went off.

We turn to each other.

"Paparazzi!"

We ran for it. Eh….Kind of ran. Hana had to take her heels off and I gave her my show and we took off running.

"Ow! I stepped on a rock!" I said referring to the foot that didn't have a shoe on.

"Now you know how I felt when I stepped on one!" Hana shouted.

Flashes of light were still folloing us.

Hana quickly grabbed me into a shoe store. She handed me my shoe back and bought herself a pair.

"Let's go!" She said when she lipped them on.

We dashed into JCPenny.

"Buy something it's on me." Hana said.

"What?!" I shouted loud enough the entire people in the store were looking at us funny.

I grabbed clothes I'd wear of course, and we changed. Sunglasses on, clothes on, hair extensions, and other shit on, and we ran like hell.

By the time we paid, some girls started shouting our names and ran after us.

We hid behind a restaurant, and started walking and talking casually, as if nothing had happened.

"Let's go to my place." Hana suggested.

"Wait, my house is closer, let's hang out there." I said.

We walked down the road and I came to a stop when we got to our house.

"Oh cheese that's big!" Hana shouted looking around.

I right the bell or the intercom.

"Blossom's residence, Suna speaking."

"Suna-san, open the door." I said.

"Oh, is Hanawabara-chan with you?"

"Yeah." Hana answered for me.

"Ok, it's going to take a minute for the gates to open."

Very, very, VERY slowly the gates were opening.

"Suna! You've got to be kidding me! You purposely did this!" I shout.

"Hurry up! My grandma can walk faster than that gate open!" Hana complains.

"The gates actually open faster, Suna is just messing with us. These gates are so tall that zizi's can't come in. It's impossible for anyone to just jump inside these gates, unless you fell from the sky." I said.

Zizi is our new word. It's short for paparazzi.

Finally when the gates open we walking in and into my room.

"What the fuck are you wearing?" Suna asks me on my way up the stairs.

"A disguise." I answer.

"Ah, paparazzi?"

"Yeah."

"Well if you get hungry, food is downstairs."

"I'm not hungry." I answered

"You're never hungry. I was talking to our guest." Suna pointed at Hana.

"Oh, no I'm not hungry." Hana answered, "But thanks for asking."

"You two are like actual twins." Suna grumbled down the stairs.

I shrugged and opened the door to my room.

"Wow." Hana said.

We sat down in the leather chairs.

"So…."

"So….."

We giggle a bit

"We're the same! I've you everything that I've never in my life ever told anyone, and yet we're still the same."

"The same damn thing is inside us." Hana sighed.

"And knowing that we can totally trust each other.

"Agreed."

"I'm so glad someone understands." We look at each other.

"That has got to stop happening!" I laugh.

"Hey, do you know what this is?" Hana said pulling out her necklace that was hiding under her shirt.

"Hey! I have the same thing too!" I said pulling out mine.

"What do you think it is? Did your twin give it to you too?" Hana asks.

"Yeah! It's a locket right? My necklace was always pure white when you see it, but now it's like pink. There's some red liquid in there somehow." I said.

"So does mine!" Hana showed me her locket.

"It's just about the same." I said.

"Except yours stands for Sekai and mine is Hanawabara." Hana compared.

"Yeah and does someone you know give you these warm weird feelings?"

"Yeah! IT's so weird. I've never had it before until I met my 7 brothers and my band members."

"7? You told me you had one."

"7. My mom is pretty dirty…"

"You're her last right?"

"Let's hope so." She pats my arm.

"Guys move out of my way." Someone mumbled.

"Did you hear that?" I whisper.

"Yeah, did you?" Hana asks.

"It's the guys.

"What should we do?"

"Should I tell the guys about our secret?" I winked.

"Sure, hopefully they'll understand." Hana said louder.

The guys stopped talking.

"No worries, you have to tell someone right?" Hana asked me

"Nah." I answered.

"Oh come on, tell them."

"No."

"Please?"

"No, it's too personal."

"You know you want to."

I slap my hand as if I slapped Hana and Hana makes the other effects. Like her falling down and putting her hand on her cheek.

We share a small giggle.

"You did not just hit me!" Hana shouts and we stomp over to the couches by the door and start making slapping, hitting noises.

The boys burst through the door surprised to see us sitting down.

"Weren't you two…" Suna stopped himself.

"Just then…" Chun was about to finish Suna's sentence.

"What are you two…?" Ken just walked in.

"…!" Subaru was plainly in shock.

"What?" Hana spoke first.

"Erm-nothing." Chun answered.

"What did you think we were doing?" I ask raising an eyebrow.

"Chun told me you and Hanwabara were fighting!" Ken tattle-tailed.

"We were." Hana answered.

"Then how…?"

"It was fake though." I answered.

"What?"

"Don't eavesdrop. There's nothing for you to know and it's rude." I pushed them out and slammed the door.

"Sorry about that." I said to Hana.

"It's fine. It happens all the time with my brothers."

"So what were we talking about?" I ask sitting down.

"I forgot…"

We started to talk about celebrities.

"You have got to be kidding me." I laugh.

"I'm serious about that though." Hana laughs.

There was a slight knock on my door.

We both freeze.

I get up there and lean against the door.

"Who is it?" I ask.

"It's me Chun."

I sigh in relief it's not my mother.

I turn around and open the door.

"What is it?" I ask

"It's getting late, so I think Hanawabara-chan should get going." Chun said.

"C-could she spend the night?" I ask nervously.

"It's up to your mom." Chun said before leaving.

I grab is hand before he leaves.

He turns around shocked that I grabbed it.

What's wrong with me?

"N-nani?" His voice shakes a little.

"I-it's nothing. I don't know why I did that." I shake my head and let go of his hand.

"If you have something to say, tell me. I'll do it." Chun said.

"W-well, could you ask my mom for me?" I look at my feet.

Chun lifted my chin up with his finger.

"Are you asking me for a favor?" Chun asks me, his eyebrows raised, and his voice hitting each note as if he was singing.

I slightly nod my head looking away.

He smiles and pats my head before leaving. I gently close the door and see Hana with this big smile.

"You." She smiles bigger.

"What?" I ask.

"You're changing!" She smiles bigger.

"How? You know what? I'm not even going to ask anymore." I cross my arms and sit down.

"Ok then. If I am sleeping over, I need to take a shower." She states.

"True, or…"

"Or?"

"We could go swimming then take a shower. Our house is huge, we should."

Hana smiles and nods in agreement.

There was knocking on the door again.

I open the door and Chun tells me, "Your mom said it was alright as long as it was alright with Hanawabara's mother."

"I look over at Hana with a smile on my face.

"Ok! I don't have to call my mom, because she just wants me out of the house." Oh and um, I need to borrow some stuff…."

"I think I have some stuff for you." I rolled my eyes.

We walk into my closet and I grab the remote. My eyes scroll through the sheets and I type in 26 for swimsuits. The closet door slid open with at least 10 different kinds.

"Oh! I like this pink one!" Hana grabbed the one piece with a sparkly and ruffed skirt.

I chose the blue one that looks just like it. We change into them and I grab some extra towels from my bathroom and we head down.

While we were going down the stairs, the rooms were empty and the lights were dim. I had to ask for directions from our butler. I immediately jumped in dropping everything on the floor.

Right when you walk in all you saw was the tables and chairs from a distance away. Then you if you turn your head to the left is the pool the size of a football field.

"Jeez this is a big pool!" Hana shouts and jumps in too.

We have to tread since the pool was 13 feet deep.

I kept splashing her and she splashed back. There was a couple of times we just swam around and told each other things we forgot to mention.

"I'm getting tired." I said.

"Me too." Hana agreed.

"I forgot to do something, oh snap. Doctor Sally is going to flip out." I quickly get out of the water and dry myself before going to the kitchen and taking my medication.

"You take medication too?" Hana asks seeing me swallow the rest of the water.

"Yeah…"

"It controls the thing inside you right? And…"

"Yeah." I smiled a fake smile.

"Let's hurry and go to bed. I'm afraid I'll pass out." Hana laughed.

XxXxXxXxXx

The next morning Hana left and I was home with the guys.

Mom said she had some "business" to do since her job is a designer. She's supposed to make my clothes for me. So every time I go out of stage or whatever, I have to wear what my mom makes me.

This is going to be annoying.

The guys said they were going to be outside playing golf. I decided to join them so I don't get bored. All they did was talk like how me and Hana talk just not laughing.

Though they do treat each other like siblings.

"Who's turn was it?" Ken asks after he swung the club.

"Ken it was supposed to be my turn!" Suna pointed out.

"You can go for my turn!" Ken smiled.

"Ok fine."

When it was supposed to be Ken's turn, Suna went and just tapped the golf ball and said, "This is what he's getting."

I just sat in the golf cart and watched them.

What would happen if I told them? Would they be shocked? Obviously, but how else would they react? Would they be willing to help me? I didn't get their autograph and have all this happen just for them to help me. I just…I don't know how I'm going to deal with this.

Would they just dump me away? Leave me? Would they even care if I was different from them?

How would Ken react? He's my brother. He doesn't even know me very well and we're actually siblings. He'd probably be freaking out and probably never want to see me.

What's this?

This feeling. I don't like this. It's so hot it's burning. I don't like this. What is it?

Huh? I think it's going away.

Phew, it's gone.

Where was I?

"Sekai!"

I shake my head and turn to the voice.

"What's wrong with you? You were like in this trance." Chun said putting his hand on my shoulder.

"I-I'm fine." I answer.

"You sure? Should I tell Doctor Sally?" Chun pulls out his phone.

"No!"

He looks at me shocked.

What's wrong with me?!

"I-I didn't mean to shout…" I put my head down.

"Do you have a fever or something? Your face is really red." Ken says putting his hand on my forehead.

"I-I-"

"Shit! It's on fire! Call Doctor Sally and tell her we're coming over there. Sekai's really burning up!"

I can get sick?

"What's a fever?" I ask Ken.

"A fever?" He looks at me shocked.

"You're supposed to know everything! I'm the stupid one here!" Ken said.

"So you admit it." I bite my lip to keep myself from smiling and laughing.

"Oh come on, you know you want to smile." Suna said.

They all got in the cart and took me to Doctor Sally's office.

"Guys, I'm sure I'll be alright." I said.

"Let's hope so." Subaru said.

"I'm very sure I'm going to be fine, and you guys are overreacting." I said as we kept walking into the building.

"We're still taking you. Did you take your medication?" Chun asked.

"I did before we went out to play golf."

"Hm, that was about 2 hours ago though." Subaru said.

"So it's not the medicine."

"D-never mined I lost my train of thought." I lied.

Chlorine, does that affect me? No, that's not it. It has to be something else. What else did Hana and I do?

Well I was the first to sleep I think. Hana wouldn't do anything. Would she?

"Let's hurry up and get inside there." Ken looked at me.

"Yeah."

We walked into the hospital and everyone was starring.

"IT'S THE BAND BLOSSOM AND KEN'S SISTER!" Someone screams.

Is that the way you remember me? Really?

We walk up to the front desk with people messing with the guys.

"Um. Can wei…Can wei….Can we-"

I put my hand on Chun shoulder. He's not the best speaker. I haven't taught everyone (the guys) English yet, so they still have some trouble with it.

"Can we see Doctor Sally? It's an emergency. I'm on her top list. Number 1." I answered for Chun.

"Oh right this way." The nurse said.

She led us to Doctor Sally's office.

We knocked on the door and came in.

"Oh, dear. What is it this time?" She asks seeing us.

"Well it's nice to see you too." I retort.

"We think Sekai has a fever." Ken spoke.

"No I don't." I object.

"You've been starring out into space lately." Suna said.

"I was in deep thought." I object.

We sat down in her waiting room discussing with each other.

"Deep thought, is that the best you can do?" Suna asked.

"Yes! I was in deep thought. Very deep thought in fact." I answer.

"Whatever. Why don't you tell us why your forehead is so damn hot?" Ken stares at me.

"Maybe because it's so fucking hot out?" I answer.

"Yes, that could happen, but it wouldn't be that hot." Subaru said.

"Guys now that I think about it, I think she's just really hot out." Chun was on my side now.

"Ha! Chun's on my side this time!" I grab Chun's arm

Truthfully, I wasn't hot at all.

"No he's still on our side!" Suna objects and grabs Chun's other arm.

"Let go he's on my side!" I shout

"No! He's still on our side!" Suna shouts louder than me.

"Well is you were really hot out there, then why were your hands so damn warmer than your forehead?" Ken asked.

Who knew he could be that smart?

"Guys, quit arguing. The really important thing is if she still has it." Doctor Sally points out.

We all fall silent.

Doctor Sally puts her hand on my forehead.

"Damn you're burning up." Doctor Sally said.

"Ha!" Ken points.

Doctor Sally puts a thermometer in my mouth.

In about 5 minutes she takes it out and quickly grabs a piece of paper.

"You guys can head home, I'll drop Sekai off when we're done." Doctor Sally dismisses them.

"What were you doing last night?" Doctor Sally asks.

"Um, I had Hanawabara over and we were swimming last night." I answered when the guys were gone. "Chlorine shouldn't affect me though right?"

"I don't think so."

"What do you think happened?"

"Well I'm going to draw some blood…If that's alright with you?" She looks at me.

"Um, of course."

My arm shakes and she has the needle out and on my arm.

"It's not going to hurt." She assures.

"That's not what I'm worried about. It…The thing."

"Oh? What's happening?"

"It feels like it's taking power from me. I can't keep my arm straight. It wants to get out. Put the needle away." My voice quivers.

Doctor Sally puts it down and looks at me.

This thing is like punching my nerves. My head is starting to hurt.

"It hurts." I whisper.

I can feel my muscles start to ache. I'm getting dizzy. I can't look straight. I'm started to get drowsy. What's going on?

My energy is being drained away. Like this thing is feeding on my energy and…

What's going on?

"Doctor Sally?" I ask my voice barely coming out.

"Yes what is it?" She grabs both my hands.

"I'm getting sleepy. I can't control myself. This thing wants to get out so I want you to give me a head start. I want you to give me a jump. Keep me awake."

"How?"

"I want you to slap me. Just do it."

I can feel her hands shake.

"I can take it. It's just going to give me a jump and stay awake better. It's not like I'll be knocked out. I'll be ok, just do it."

She vigorously shook her head.

"You have to do it! You want this patient of yours to kill you?! Destroy your future and to many others?! Do it! Just slap me already!" I pressure her.

"N-no." She shook her head.

My head was down, I was staring at the ground trying to keep myself from losing to this monster inside of me.

"Just do it already! It's for the lives of others! If for the sake of those kids out there from losing mothers and fathers! Losing their lives too! It's going to be my fault if you don't slap me so do it already! Just do it! It's going to stop this thing from taking over my body for a quick second. Just enough time for me to calm myself. Just do it Doctor Sally! It's not like it'll ruin your reputation! I don't care if I'll get hurt as long as I don't kill others! Just do it to me already! Just slap me!" I pressure her more.

"Do I have to make you mad in order for you to fucking slap me?!" I shout.

She shakes her head and pulls her arm back.

I brace myself for the hit. I bite my tongue.

I'm starting to feel weak.

Do it! Just hit me!

OK SO I HAVE TO GIVE YOU A CHRISTMAS GIFT.

I DO.

I HAVE TO.

I CAN TYPE YOU 5OOO WORDS OF THE NEXT CHAPTER?

WHAT?

I NEED TO KNOW.

SO IF YOU COULD,

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REVIEW TO ME WHAT YOU THINK I SHOULD DO FOR YOUR CHIRSTMAS PRESENT.

I'M SERIOUS. I COULD GIVE YOU GUYS 10,000 WORDS BUT YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME TIME TO DO THAT. LIKE LOTS OF TIME. SO PLEASE HURRY AND REVIEW WHAT YOU WANT, BECAUSE I WOULD FEEL REALLY BAD IF YOU DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ME AN IDEA OF WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME FOR CHIRSTMAS.

YEAH I KNOW I CAN'T DO MUCH, BUT SERIOUSLY. I CAN ATLEAST GIVE YOU A DECENT CHAPTER LONG ENOUGH FOR YOU.

BUT REASONABLE GUY.

HAS TO BE REASONABLE.

I CAN'T TYPE 100,000 WORDS, K?

AT LEAST AROUND 15,000.

THANKS!

AND PLEASE REVIEW!

~ KIATO, WHO REALLY WANTS A REVIEW FROM YOU FOR WHAT YOU WANT! (OR PM ME!)