"i cross my heart, i won't forget it ever again."

oh boy if God decided to make perfection it would have to be you.

i'm not like this usually

so happy & giddy & oh so terrified of how things might end up in the end.

yet you scare me you give me a reason to smile and i barely know your last name

and you apologized today for forgetting mine and begged i tell it to you again.

to which i laughed (& maybe tensed by habit at you being so close to me but slowly just slowly my walls dropped because darling you make them tumble)

i told you to figure it out because i was stubborn and you said you'd wait.

you were late for chem that day, the teacher yelled at you. but you said it was okay because it was worth it.

oh darling boy. why are you so perfect?