Author: Kat-0928 PM
A self harming teenage girl deals with personal demons and the death of a loved one.Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,373 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10-09-12 - Published: 09-25-12 - id: 3060982
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Nightmares. Tearful eyes and crazy eyes. Baseball bats and blood...so much blood. Fear.
I'm running, running hard, running to warn him, to save him.
Too late. Oh god the blood.
His beautiful face.
I'm with him, he's holding me and the sun is raining down on us. The perfect moment.
His beautiful face, beaten and bruised.
My father's voice, "He ruined you."
Ruined. Jade, the girl who is ruined.
Screaming, he's screaming! I'm screaming, crying, begging, pleading for his life.
Vanity. Vain, efforts in vain.
And still there's blood.
I'm bleeding. I'm bleeding?
No, he's bleeding, and I'm holding him.
He looks at my eyes.
My tearful eyes.
His mouth moves, "I…"
I what? What?
I'm shaking. Shaking him. Crying.
I was always ruined.
But now I'm alone.