
When I'm pissed or sad or whatever I write. The raw and uncut story of my feelings as myself and as Ashley. How some of my characters come to be as well. But I have one thing to say are you ready? Welcome to my Hellish Life take a look at me before I become famous. This will come back when I'm known around the WORLD! (Complete because it will never end)
Rated: Fiction T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,933 - Updated: 03-18-13 - Published: 09-26-12 - Status: Complete - id: 3061151
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I'm not your test dummy
I'm a human being
Not to be messed with
I am crazy
But it's not that I'm crazy it because
You fear me don't you
I can tell in your eyes
Why a girl that you hate?
I know why
You envy the way I can face the world
With a carefree outlook
I can't blame ya
As I see there being me
You're just sitting there with a mask that society wants you to have
Not that I can say you're a fool for doing so
Maybe it takes more guts to put on an act
Than being yourself
I can't really say
But I've never had to put on an act
I mean I could I?
Because being someone I'm not
is not my style.
I'm Goth not to be messed with
I can help but be the darkness in the sight of the light
I'm not crazy
For being a mythical creature
Because they do exist
Why wouldn't they
I am typing this with fur and claws
Werewolves do exist because I am the one that says so
Why can't you take off the mask for just one day?
You say you can't but the way you put it down
It's not what we should be saying
"Popularity, is the price to write away your true being"
Yeah you can say that
But why is it that way
Who made up the rule of this popularity war
It's killing us on the inside and the outside
Having girls think wearing nothing but makeup and being skinny is sexy
Having sex craze males it not why I had in mind when I came to this world
Damn why can I say but fuck this whole game!
The world just making us into its fallen pawns
I'm not a chess piece I'm a human being
Blind to the world
Not in a stupid way
But in the smartest way
Why should we conform to society?
This system is what makes us break down and cry when the man of their dreams slaps them cross the face!
Having boys acting like their men
Sleep with all this "hoes" as what they refer to us female
Nothing but bitches and hoes not what about that woman you would fight for
Die for not to let anyone tell her she can't stand in this world because she isn't a man!
What has this world come too?!
I know what it is.
It's a popularity war
And it all starts with one person that doesn't want to be a pawn.
It all starts back where all drama starts it starts in high school.
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