Author: Ersatz Arcana PM
The random stories of a girl who's just passing through.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 32 - Words: 9,517 - Updated: 03-07-13 - Published: 09-26-12 - id: 3061244
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A lock on the heart closes emotions,
a barrier around the mind blocks thoughts.
If I were to close off my own person,
would protecting myself from reality's horrors be achieved?
The ear-piercing levels of disappointed parents,
the pain of a bruised body,
peers' scrutinizing judgment,
I want to block out everything.
To become an emotionless shell that can feel no pain.
Waste of time, useless;
call me anything you want;
failure, piece of crap.
But all I ever wanted was
to relieve myself of the pain
to let go of the misery inside,
to feel something other than depression,
to be happy.